Thursday, 24 September 2009

Memo Log


01:30
iPhone stolen. Arg. I’m trying to console myself that it could be worse and not to be angry. Now is the time my Buddhist attributes are put to test. It’s gone midnight, we’re waiting for **** to turn up. I’m waiting to fall asleep. So tired. Just let me sleep! Got a crappy train journey today where I shall be continuing my worry over what accounts the person can hack into and download bullshit to my iPhone. Fuckers.

15:00
@ KLCC train station waiting for my delayed train to Taiping. There’s no notice board announcing train departures etc, have to listen to a Malay screaming on the tannoy. A group of Australians sit opposite me, grandparents are white, kids are weird mix. Odd looking. Beautiful kinda odd. Frieda Kahlo kinda odd – beautiful. Oxymoron. Their Dad (?) is Chinese. Daughter is a rosy pink, sucks her thumb, lanky and curls up in contortionist ways. Must be a Caucasian thing. If I was a model-scout I would be totally insisting this child becomes a model. I feel like I’m going fucking mental… As usual.

BREATHE IN. BIG SIGH. LET GO. ACCEPT IT.

My dog will be put down. Pretty sure almost every member of my immediate family’s about to have a nervous break down. I certainly will when I see the bills I need to pay.